“Trying”

July 21st, 2020


Maybe twenty minutes out of Taos

I tallied my winnings and climbed the hillside

Keeping a close watch on whether the weather was coming or going


The air felt heavy as if the world was denying the apparent change happening beneath its hands

I felt compelled to agree


For months no work, no travel, and no hymnals

That leaves a religious man singing new songs

To a different God.


Whether he can answer which were truer

Or if he was simply more infatuated with the newer


That he can only speculate


So rather, he’d prefer to sit, breath, and stare at nothing

Something I believe we have all inherited as a way to sort out the obvious.